almost 22.

i am almost 22, six more days. i have gone through so much over the years but i think im in the most perfect place right now. i love where i work, my coworkers, my friends, and my family. i have a lot of people to thank for that but the main one is God. thank you God for giving me another chance, it’s way past a second or third chance and im grateful for that. im not sure if i even deserve it, but i have forgiven myself for all the mistakes ive made. they weren’t pretty, as some are. i have hurt many people. sometimes i think about them, i regret so much.

im now spending my life with family while working on myself to be a better person. i think ive changed a lot. my family has said i have, but only time will tell. i found out i was bipolar when i was 19, three years ago. ive been to a behavioral hospital twice, lets not go again.

this will be a great year of healing. thank you.