The Need for Stability.

i have learned time and time again that i am prone to reckless behavior and decisions. i work only one eight-hour shift a week right now, giving me a whole bunch of time to myself. to be honest, i don’t use it the way i should. not having a stable job or routine causes me to sleep in, eat randomly just out of boredom, and i am not spending as much time with my family as i should. i always have the door closed to my room too so that isolates me even more. good stability allows me to have the urge to work on my comic and coloring books. as well as hang out with my grandparents at least a little bit every day. in short, i need that stability to function, i have not found perfect stability but i have started a bit of a routine by waking, walking and finding a table to sit and draw at, then walking home and praying at twelve pm. it is a nice little routine that seems to be working for me, i can add to it if i would like but most of the time, this is perfect for now.